so today my nose started running, my throat got a little itchy, and i got really tired. i'm not getting sick though. i don't get sick. i refuse. despite the fact that i will not get sick, i decided not to go to brad's hockey game tonight. i'm so bummed, cuz i really wanted to see him play and spend some time with my mia. i'll get to the next one, though.

lately i've been dwelling on things that i want that i don't have right now. this is never a good idea. it just makes me sad. my mother keeps reminding me though, of this verse...
"Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart."
-Psalm 37:4
i know it's true... but sometimes it's just hard to believe...